Thursday, December 30, 2010

I won’t say legalize it, cuz it fun to do it illegally


There is tons of songs on/for/about marijuana. However/whichever way you want it to be, on legalization, on the trip, on the side affects etc.etc. Marijuana is nothing more than a shrub, weed and a plant grown like every where if you know how to distinguish it from the other plants, that when smoked or eaten or drank in some cases gives you a high that could take your mind and body to a different state of trance. You seem to feel good and happy (depending upon the condition). It’s totally a different feeling then getting intoxicated with alcohol. In my personal belief everyone should try this drug once in their life but should walk away from it before it controls you.

I won’t deny it but I have done it. Not once not twice but was a frequent user of it. But that was way back. You know when you are in your teens and early youth, you wanna try everything once in your life. It’s a experimental phase in life I would say but I have no regrets, ‘cause I bailed out of it before it took control over me. Those were the days, free, no tensions nothing to look forward or back, no plans for the future, just us and that particular moment of nostalgia.

Why I did it? Was it an experiment to try to get new highs? To forget the stupid love pains, the break ups? Or to rebel against the society and waste our educated minds for the country who was always against the youths and the way we did things? I hated the society for not letting me do the things I wanted to do, I hated the government for not giving us the ample opportunity to mould our future. These were just minor reasons, but mostly I did it, cuz I felt like doin it. I did it for me, cuz it felt good. We did it for fun, plain and simple. We would go to oddest of the place just to get it. I can never forget those days. We were hippies then hahaha. Not giving a shit to the world or the society or the fuckin government. We did it everywhere possible that we could. The only better ways to spend holiday was to get stoned cuz most of the holidays were strikes done by the political parties, so that meant we were barred to go to the streets. What better way to spend a boring day other then to get stoned and wasted hehe. Ya can I blame the government for my once addiction? but then it was just plain fun.

But eventually with time and age one seem to mature and realize that certain things are just a part of life and has to let go off. So I did. One morning I woke up and realized that’s its time to move on from this shit I was into, honestly its evil side was already hugging me. I lost weight like hell, my mind and my thinking power was almost at a halt speed. I didn’t know what the fuck I was doin with my life. So I just quit it didn’t even cut it down. It was sayonara to weed . Now ya very rarely or occasionally I do it, that also just to fit in and give company to people who are doin it. Trust me if you are the only one in the group of smokers not doin it, you’ll totally get lost in their meaningless, stupid and humorous talks.

Now if you ask me, I don’t regret doin it at all but will think twice before doin it now. I’m happy with my clean life. I won’t say legalize it, cuz it fun to do it illegally.